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Today was grand. The best part was drive'n around with lori siging sir mix a lot lol and lunch....

        this weekend im going to fayetteville to run at chilli peper! its going to be TONS of fun because i get to room with coker paula and lori...there great (tony the tiger voice) ! Then im going to stay up there with coker and go to the razorback game and shop'n! I think tonight i might go to the game with landon. I should have lots of pics to put up sunday so comment hookers!

love'n landon Y

love me

pics from the game

im surprised we didnt get shot lol

<3<3<3

i love those girls lol

i dont know if im the only one that does this but..do you ever think of something really good to post about during school or such and then when it comes time to type it your mind goes blannk? one of these days its all going to come back to me and im going to have an amazing post lol.

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
Where soul meets body

<3 samantha

why? She asks

as she gazes into the fogged mirror,

all she sees is a broken heart.

Why? She asks

as her swollen eyes bring forth tears,

all she can think about is that night before.

Why? She asks

Her lips turn pale,

as she realizes the lie he told with his kiss.

Why? She asks

as she throws herself across her bed,

she drowns her face in her damp pillow.

Why? She asks

as she smothers her breaths,

her body turning numb.

Why? She gasps.

Why was she so deep?

Thinking all the time, and crying too much.

Always wondering why.

~Sarah beth.

sarah gave me this beautiful poem today...because lately things havent been so great.

i wont go into details because i think landon would get mad at me..but we are taking a break beacause well i finally found out the truth about him and beth. Things are so confusing. I hear him say he loves me and that he would never do it again but its so hard to believe him. He claims he wasnt thinking but i could see why he did it...he had a beautiful girl alone...all i can think about when i see him is what they did. on the other hand today made me realize who my real friends are...when i was in the bathroom ball'n my eyes out who was there to hug me and tell me boys are stupid...sarah and taylor... and when i get home who do i have messages from asking me if im ok and sayin they luv me...sarah and taylor..i know sometimes i can be a bitch but i love you guys!

<3 samantha

he's a dude, she's a dude, were all dude's HEY!

lol....we were talkin about goodburger today in cc and i thought id start the post out with that.

last night i went to see just like heaven with landon ...i really liked it except we sat next to some really annoying people.

sarah is finally home from oklahoma YAY!

o and i almost got ran over by boone today....i started to pull out and then realized there was a truck coming

...i cant really explain this pick..its mine and landons feet

beautamus faces:

life's to short to not have a lil bit of fun

<3 Samantha jo